Indecisiveness April 29, 2008

Have you ever encountered a feeling of indecisiveness in which you are torn apart between those choices right in front of your eyes? Well, I do. I always do. Even at the moment I couldn’t decide on some huge options that could change my life 360 degrees. I’m blank. I really don’t have any ideas on what should I do. Those days, my mom was always there whenever I needed her especially when it comes to decision-making. But I’m not saying that my mom is no longer besides me, but the thing is I think it’s not appropriate to let my mom decide on the matters I’m currently facing coz I feel… hahaha ashamed :p .

Thus.. The only person left to help me out on deciding is just me myself.. You see, I do realize that I’m suck in decision-making. I always made decisions that I myself would later on regret. Huh, silly me.. As for now, I’m obviously regretting on a decision that I made for like 2 months ago. And even by today, by hook or by crook I have to decide on something that has to do with someone’s life, as well as mine. I always pray in that Allah will always guide me in every single thing that I do, as well as making the best decision that I won’t regret.